In this pandemic situation when we are all sitting in our home doing nothing and talk to friends. Not all people are same but nor different. When we start facing ignorance from one of our good friend we started thinking that what`s happening its me who change that is why he/she stop taking interest in me or is it them who change. we all have this feeling some how.
A good friend that means nothing to me now.
(2017) I was in first year of my college searching friends and keeping up in my life. this is strange how we don`t make good friends in our real life but in social life. as i was telling you i found a friend on snapchat he was really sweet and good. I don`t know him but i know that he is one of my friend senior. He was really talkative we talk all the time sending snaps to each other. I started ignoring everyone and i know that it is wrong to ignore my family and friend and talk to just one person only. and with good friendship 2017 end.
(2018) mid of that year he start changing he constantly fight with me and started ignoring me. But we have that bond although we fight and abuse each other but we never stop talking to each other. I don`t know about his nature and his personal life. we never met each other but i always think about him and that`s how all the problem started. I overthink and overthink my college life and personal life so messed up i was not getting any sleep and my moods constantly changing. but its not just me who`s mood constantly changing its him too. and we had a big fight we stop taking to each other unfollowed each other from everywhere.
(2019) on my birthday i get a notification and that`s him who send me the request on snapchat and my firth thought was “here we go again”. I was really happy that he remember my birthday and wish me but on the other hand i know that we`re going to mess up our friendship again. we start talking again and as i thought we fight and fight.
(2020) The pandemic came and all the plans i made for my future all gone. I have so much time for my social life because i have nothing else to do. So i start talking to my friends more and after some time my college over. and i started preparation for national level exams. I started studying all day for the exam and not getting time for personal life and i was getting only few hours for rest and for my family and friends. he was ignoring me as he thought i am ignoring him lol. but at the end of the 2020 we again had a big fight. and we did have that toxic friendship he was not my boyfriend but although he was someone who was really close to me. He ignore me every time i text him.
(2021) We were not talking and than he i don`t know why what is in his mind he started ignoring my posts on Instagram. and my said “ that`s it”. He was the one who ruined our friendship by started ignoring and not telling me anything. He was the one who started changing. now he does not matter to me. but i still wish him birthday in this year i don`t know why i am such a good person lol. okay bye :)
